i DESERVE ; because im TiRED of everything .

i deserve more than what i've been getting .
i deserve to trust & be trusted in return .
i deserve to be treated like a queen .
i deserve to be spoken to with respect ; without having to hear cuss words in every sentence .
i deserve to not be questioned about everything i do .
i deserve to do things without having to hear complaints .
i deserve to go out wen i want without having to hear parents bitch , as well as my boyfriend .
i deserve to have a relationship without having to take everything so fuken seriously .
i deserve a moment to cry happy tears instead of sad, frustrated, or mad tears .
i deserve to be able to express my emotions without having to apologize for them .
i deserve to check my myspace, facebook, twitter, etc. without being accused of "flirting" .
i deserve to have guy friends while i have a boyfriend .
i deserve to make decisions without the criticism .
i deserve to be UNDERSTOOD .

im tired of always having to ask for things to be done .
im tired of things being done only because i asked .
im tired of things not being done without having to be asked !
im tired of stupidity .
im tired of immaturity .
im tired of double standards .
im tired of going to the store & having to deal with workers who barely speak english .
im tired of people who automatically start speaking spanish to me just because i reside in LA .
im tired of "i love NY" shirts being sold in LA ; wtfff ?
im tired of people who know im filipino & start speaking to tagalog to me , assuming i'd understand .
im tired of people using "hella" after every other word as if "really" and "very" dont even exist anymore .
im tired of people saying they're "REAL" when they're real-ly NOT .
im tired of people saying "they dont give a fuck" when clearly , they DO .
im tired of people saying they listen to "everything" ; muhfcuka if you dont listen to heavy metal or country , that ISNT everything !
im tired of females complaining that their "hella cute" or "fine as fuck" boyfriend might be cheating , or flirting behind their backs ; NO SHiT , find yerself a nerd instead .
im tired of seeing people talking on their bluetooth while holding their cell phone in their hands ; wtff ?
im tired of LiL WAYNE ; i've heard his songs a milli a milli a million times ! hes played out , his new shit is WACK . Clipse killed him , look that shit up & GET FAMiLiAR .
im tired of still having to hear bout Michael Phelps ; no body cares bout swimming !!
im tired of seeing girls dress like sluts , wit their titties poppin out their shirt & ass hangin out their shorts like 'what it do?' then complain about "perverts" . smh , dumb bitches these days..
im tired of good girls like ME , MAii , & TiFF who have boyfriends that like looking at those type of girls i just mentioned !! wtf
im tired of seein females givin THEMSELVES long ass nick names like lady sexydoodooheadbitchwhachukno or miss sexybitchcuntfacebitchimthebombliketicktick . first of all , just cuz you have "lady" or "miss" in front of ur nickname does not make you grown , & second thats not cute at all . re-fuckin-lax !
im tired of people hittin me up askin me to "comment their pics" . bitch nigga , if you was fine or important enough , i'd comment on my own without you having to ask !
im tired of triflin' ass niggas who wants the perfect "wifey" type , but yet they cant act rite . smh , go fuck yourself nigga .
im tired of skinny bitches always sayin they're fat when they know they're not .
im tired of bein tired .

when will it ever endddd ?!



-- deuces .