FRESH .

i deleted all my previous posts because most of them are negative, bad, memories.
therefore, i'd rather not look back on them. its the past for a reason, & im just tryna enjoy what the present has given me so far.
anywayyyy.. so its been about 4 days or so since i've spoken to joseph at all.
i see that hes read my messages on myspace, but never put the effort into replying.
i honestly was going to try & working things out with him & was willing to come to a compromise.
guess he has other things in mind. i must admit, he almosttttt had me for a second there..
i gave in, i almost gave myself away, & i almostttt let my guard down. but, you know what they sayy.. almost doesnt count.
so i guess im thankful, its ended where it has. i'll be honest & say that i do still care, & im not too happy how things turned out;
especially since we didnt even get to talk things out. but though i havent heard one word from him, he's made his point loud & clear. i just want what he wants, because im tired of disagreeing.
as for me, time heals everything eventually. right..?

so, as time passes, i just need to focus on myself & school.
this was just another example of how guys constantly come & go.
it was great while it lasted though.

chuckin' the deuce !