what a surprise todayyy was..!
i love how i had nothing planned for today, but ended up turning out pretty good..
started off calling joseph in the morning & talkin for a few hours on the phone as soon as i got to mamalous,
hung up, took a nap, called him again, & next thing you know we're chillin at the mall wit Maii & Art ! lol
everything about today was pretty koo... even when i took him to the store. LOL ! =)
no drama, no fighting, nothing but positivityyy .
well... everything was alll good up until the second he stepped outta the car...
thats when i started missin him already & got a call from ateh jessica with her crying about another fight that went on at mamalou's.. something always bad has to happen after having such a bomb ass day.
its very rare for the family to be together as a whole. why must SOMEONE alwayyyyssss feel the need to start shit during those times ?
smh. its sad enough that the family is only together on holidays or wenever mamalou becomes very sick..
im scared to find out how the family really turns out wen mamalou is no longer here to be our glue..
i guess thats all for the night..
although i feel like we've started from the beginning, theres still alot of things i gotta take into consideration & alot of things i gotta think about . especially with that extra variable taking into play... if ya know wut i mean.
but ohhh well... we're both in the same boat, doin the same things, thinkin the same thing, & i know we're feelin the same things too . but if so , why is it so hard still ?
decisions decisions decisions...
things are never gunna be the same.
i haaaaaaaaaatttteeeeee this part right heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrreeeeeee ...
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