idk if its just me or what...
i feel so shitty right now.. i wanna go to sleep soo badly but i fuken cant.
i dont even wanna be awake right now..
i fuken have friends talkin to me, complaining bout all their fuken problems & shit.. & i fuken listen & help give advice, i cant even get a simple happy birthday cuz ppl are too concerned about their fuken selves. wtf.
not to mention, my "bestfriend", hasnt even called.. i kno only 30 mins has past, but i excpected different from at least HIM of all ppl...
joseph claimed all this shit bout how he loved me, stalked me, all that shit, & already theres someone else?
its like the piggy situation thing all over again.
not even HE thought to wish me a happy birthday either. not even thru text.
my dad was awake 10 mins before it turned midnight, & decided he wanted to go to sleep instead of waiting..
everything has been such a let down lately, i was hoping today would be better, but it already started off horrible..
im not looking forward to today... nothing was planned, nothings going on, i just hate everything right now..
i havent cried in sooo long... i couldnt help but just break down....
i have a chemistry quiz in the morning, a perfect day to have it, on my fuken birthday.
i already feel like my whole day is ruined.. i doubt anything will be better in the morning...
FML.
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