quick thoughts

this is the only way i think is best to go about things.. i really dont kno what the hell i want.. but i'm hopin time fixes everything on its own.. they say that time heals everything. we'll see... i'm just gunna go wit the flow & see wut happens.

"well i guess i'm tryna be nonchalant about it..
cuz i'm goin to extremes to prove i'm fine without you..
but in reality i'm slowly losing my mind,
underneath the disguise & smile, gradually i'm dying inside.
friends ask me how i feel, & i lie convincingly,
cuz i dont want to reveal the fact that i'm suffering.
so i wear my disguise til i go home at night, & turn out all the lights, & then i breakdown & cry..."

i just feel like sleeping alllllll day today & not doing a damn thing... thank god i dont have class tomorrow..
this was a pretty early blog. i might blogg again later tonight. we'll see how i feel..
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