for our hard times ..

its always "later" , "uh huh" , "okay whatever" , as if this time apart between us will make it better ..
im waiting for yer call in the late hours of the night , hoping you'd come around , give in , & make it right .
& when i mention anything , you cant help but explode . why is it when we talk , you switch to defensive mode ?
we talk about change , but the moment has yet to come ; cuz wen we hit rock bottom , we're quick to leave & run .
all i want is love baby , help to make us grow . we connect on levels that nobody else knows .
you lift me to my highest , & bring me to my lows ; but thats just hard proof that we grew to be so close .
im working every day , tryna figure how to please you ; i even wrote this song hopin' maybe it'll reach you .
& i didnt write this to attack you . it isnt your fault boo . i know im a handful .
i could be sensitive , i could have my days .. but whats a relationship without a little pain ?
at times i drive you crazy , theres times when im slow ; we tear each other down , rebuild , and then we grow .
on a rollercoaster of emotions , going thru the motions ; crash & burn , then we laugh & then learn .
we aint perfect , but i could feel it in my heart that yer worth it , & i felt it from the start from the first kiss .
so every second you dont call , i feel it hurtin .
i know for certain that im deeply into you ; if yer gone one moment , im missin you ...



-- deuces .